Hallie was my German Shepherd who had epilepsy since she was one year old. She had grand mal seizures and as the years went by, the seizures were more frequent to the point where she never woke up after a 4-day seizing episode. I finally had to stop being selfish and let her go. It was the most difficult decision I ever had to make.
To this day, I'm still a basket case on the anniversary of her passing, and it'd been 4.5 years. I never got an urn to put her ashes in (they're still in a lame wooden box) because JA would've killed me for spending money on that sort of stuff. But after seeing the teddy bear, it's the perfect object to hold her remains and allow me to hold her close to my heart (oh god, I'm going to lose it ).
Michele, Hallie was my baby and we had such a tight bond that I knew exactly when she was going to be sick even before she exhibits any symptoms/signs. We had a very strong spiritual connection and when she left, she took a part of me with her.
(I need to send you an email one of these days to tell you about my last two puppies)
To this day, I'm still a basket case on the anniversary of her passing, and it'd been 4.5 years. I never got an urn to put her ashes in (they're still in a lame wooden box) because JA would've killed me for spending money on that sort of stuff. But after seeing the teddy bear, it's the perfect object to hold her remains and allow me to hold her close to my heart (oh god, I'm going to lose it ).
Michele, Hallie was my baby and we had such a tight bond that I knew exactly when she was going to be sick even before she exhibits any symptoms/signs. We had a very strong spiritual connection and when she left, she took a part of me with her.
(I need to send you an email one of these days to tell you about my last two puppies)