Dear Michele,
I feel your loss and heartache, please know I'm here for you, and you can PM anytime. We all loved Jojo and yourself, and you were the great example of a caring mommy. The greatest gift you gave her was your love, and you knew when it was time to let her go, she is at peace now, without pain.......That must of been a difficult decision to make, but it was self sacrificial, knowing you wouldn't have her anymore, but that she would be free, you put her first.
I agree with Barbara, that when the time is right, maybe you'll allow another baby to come and to be taken care of, but at the same time he/she will take care of you as well. It is a great gift to care for our babies, and I know how lonesome the hours are without those closest to you being around.
You did all you could for Jojo along with the medical staff, and you were courageous in her final hours, I'll be praying for you now, that you'll be sustained and surrounded by those who love you,.................. your a special person Michele, bless you.