It is, because I was so relieved when he finally passed, he was in so much pain. He's only been sick 3 mo when he died & we had no indication that there was anything wrong, we both thought he had the flu, so when it continued I got him to the doc (he hated going to the doctor) and within 3 weeks the doc said to take him to emergency. The cancer could have started in the pancreas or the upper GI or lower stomach, he was too sick to take any more tests. So it was a mercy to him when he did pass. I picture in Over the Rainbow, in beardie heaven, in no pain & playing with all our lost beardies. We lost 3 beardies last spring a year ago, so I know he's with Issy & Angel and Dino & all the other lost beardies. If any beardie passes now, we reassure everyone that Roger will be taking great care of him/her. Keeps me sane, seeing that picture in my mind.
Have a great vacation, try not to worry about your grandpa, hopefully it will be in just the one place & curable. Positive thinking helps keep you sane.
HUGS to you & Ella, have a good time with Ella & keep us all posted when you get back on the lasar surgery for that darned tumour.
Deb