Picture coming up!
I can't turn upwards!!! But there he is!
I can't turn upwards!!! But there he is!
I have had those days, i dont have a service dog but when i tell someone i dont like to be touched and they touch me more.....grrrrrr!!! Theres a reason i dont like crowds, and most people, they dont understand. One such incident was actually with a guy that we talk to in publix, i told his that i dont like crowds, or being touched. He then proceeds to continue to touch my arm every few seconds!! It is mainly PTSD related but people dont stop and think, when they touch me they trigger my PTSD which triggers my other mental afflictions. It is like being a trapped animal that wants to rip someones face off, but, at the same time scream in terror and cringe into a corner as tightly balled as possible.BlueDragon09":1jhxzter said:Hey,
Yup, Kane will sleep after 48 hours of up time. Not counting sleep of course.
Broly is good...Eagles won! We watched the game. My dad went against us rooting for Panthers...how could you?!
It was friendly because he really cares for Seahawks. Mean comments here and there but nothing resulting into arguments or fight. We compete redneck style...because we are redneck! Not trailer trash version.
People have annoyed me today..they kept tryin to distract my service dog. I explained to lots of people today and they understand. This one guy...oooh!!! How I would totally kicked his....*breathes*. Anyway I explained yet again why not to and he got the RUDEST attitude. Telling me if you don't want attention don't bring your dog. Uh,, stupid I have to bring him he's a SERVICE dog for a reason hes not for show and tell... inappropriate words here. Omg!! That guy...I watch horror for a reason. It's destressing for me.
Saying I don't need a dog...I said i do I have a mental disability...he says not real. My dad wanted to punch his jaw off. So not only was that ahole infuriating I had to calm my dad or it's jail. Some people just need to shut the hell up! People like that stupid pile of crap are the reason I don't like socializing.
I have ADHD, PTSD, anxiety, depression, and hypersensative hearing (due to the PTSD) and partial seizures, i know the struggle! I taught myself to do beading and some sewing tricks even my mom is suprised that i can do!! I also have physical disabilities that make it hard to do some things but i still do them! and yet, people see only the surface in all of us and judge....if you look up That Creepy Family on youtube you can see my projects, reviews, and draconis reacting to creepy pastas and such! That is something i also do! BTW you can ring your bell if you wanna cause you did something that even many non afflicted people cant do! I tried to play the guitar but i dont have the fingers for it... i can play the native american flutes of all sizes (self taught) and most drums!BlueDragon09":2vfd9xyk said:Hey,
Sooo Photobucket is a pay to use on other sites. Used to be free... Well ok...
I don't like posting anyway and yes I know of the image uploader.
Anyway, Broly has super normal stool today. He fought me on taking vitamin. I got it in. He ate mustards then what greens he had left had bm'd on it. So i had to pour hot water on the bowl. I also had to clean up his floor.
Ikr! The nerve of that guy! Mental health is real and it's a pain to be told no, it's not. I may look "normal" but my brain is wired way differently than others who don't have anything wrong with them. Im so damn smart I taught myself guitar! I learned chords from just hearing someone play. Im not trying to brag but I don't know anyone without aspergers, ADHD or something similar teach themselves. I taught myself because I was interested and guitar was an obsessive interest. I learned all there was to learn so then switched to african dwarf frogs. I brought some later on that same year. I learned enough and switch to saltwater tank etc..those frogs are still alive! Old age got some of them fortunately. I can keep them all alive. Im mostly on weirdplanet with other autistic people. I think ADHD are there too. Im mostly friends with them all. Really nice people, like here...pg13 language too.
I don't wanna go on too long for TLDR. One day..I will post a TLDR about my struggles with people and how Asperger's affects my life and brain. Some of it is sad but I can now get through the thought without crying.