I know this may not be the time or the place for such matters, but I have to scream and shout somewhere.
I guess its relevant because you guys do ask after my father.
Im just so livid. Rage beyond all rage.
My father started daily radiotherapy ontop of his chemotherapy. A day or so after his chemo he was really ill and in severe pain.
We just thought it was radio catching up with him because we were told it might exhaust him.
Then the hospital calls and asks him to be brought in immediately.
Insted of giving my father a HALF dose of chemo as they were supposed to when he started his radiotherapy, they gave him a ******** DOUBLE dose of chemo. Four times the amount.
A DOUBLE GOD DAMN dose of something which WIPES OUT YOUR IMMUNE SYSTEM.
THEY COULD HAVE KILLED MY FATHER.
He has been under observation at the hospital all day.
Appologies mean nothing. They could have taken away my father. If he had been around someone with the flu at the bank or shop he could have been too weak to fight it.
They are going to rue the damn day they did this to a family containing a judge, a barrister and a solicitor in training.
My father doesnt want us to do anything, so we wont right now, but his friends and family are filled with indescribable rage.
Just to top off my day I had to go to the dentist and ended up getting 4 fillings. My whole face is numbed, including my ears. All I can feel is the corner of my eyes and my forehead.
What a day.
I came home in floods of tears, needing comfort, so i got Ruben out for a cuddle.
He immediately turned black and gaped at me.
He's never seen or heard anyone cry so I must have scared the jesus out of him, so now I feel really selfish for scaring him.
God give me strength.