I totally understand, Gina. I will probably always feel a little guilty, but I only really wanted that one as it was in town whereas others were 1.5 hours away. Plus, every reptile was my choice and I've never seen Paul so excited about a beardie before - he's always been in favor of leos. Sometimes we have to compromise and Sorin was the second pet he ever lost and both Sorin and his dog passed away this year. I feel he deserves to make the choice. And if it's a bad one? Won't let him make decisions agian lol.