Thats why I had to wait so long to get a hold of feeder insects online because I went to petsmart to get crickets and there werre so many small flies in the bags and jars with them I thought they were filthy! So I had to wait to get a hold of 200 dubai roaches from dubai deli! now he has more feeders than he could ever eat for weeks when he starts eating on his own again, not having competent pet shop employees really was the thing that messed me up and my ability provide food for my baby and as I said it feels embarrassing and shameful to not be able to provide the best for an animal because of factors out of your hands. when I couldn't get crickets I supplemented for premium dried foods. and I have been feeding him every single day by syringe his carnivore care prescription food and medicine. I believe we will get through this. I talked with some one about the all living things uvb bulb Im using and what im going to do is wait for 8 months 7 at the soonest to replace it with a better hood and fixture prolly this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_hj8cErTqV0