You ARE an animal abuser! If this was a dog or cat you would be in serious trouble for allowing an animal to suffer like this. As Katrina said, what you did is a CRIME. This is not about your age, although I do not think you should be breeding so young, but that is not the issue! You allowed a baby to suffer for days before he finally died and don't seem to care because it's "just one". No, I'm sure breeders don't rush off to the vet for every little thing, but this was not a little thing. And do you honestly WANT to be one of those breeders with 1000s of babies who doesn't give a damn about any of them? If so you SERIOUSLY need to re-exam your motives behind breeding.