Thanks everyone. Just when I thought I had no more tears left, I came into the office this morning where Sammy's tank is and nearly feel to my knees. I loved him so much. I hope he did know that. I contacted Carolina Classic Dragons, they're a breeder in Raleigh which is 30 minutes from me. I asked him to keep me updated on beardies for sale. I still have to finish the viv and I'm not ready for another yet. When I can think about him and and only think about the good times and not cry my eyes out then I'll be ready. Sammy will always be in my heart. A new beardie will have it's own place in my heart but it won't replace Sammy's.