I'm so sorry for your loss. But you gave him the greatest gift, placing his pain and suffering before yourself. He knew you loved him, and understood it was time to say goodbye.
I remember reading some of the stories when I first joined. How he and you met and joined forces with Mike's Dad, the long distance move, the wedding in Vegas. So many memories, of both joy and sorrow. Tatsu may have physically left you, but he lives on in the hearts and memories of his family, fans and his many recruits.
Frances