Gosh, Holly, you've had a rough couple of months. I'm sorry for all that happened. I understand how you feel about Ruben's death. I miss all the ones we've lost to death. To me, if we hadn't lost the we wouln't have the one's we now have, but I wish we could have all those we lost and the ones we now have, of course that would make us at 6 and we couldn't do 6. I'm trying to talk Bill into having a 3rd but he doesn't think he has the time for a 3rd as he's the one home all the time.
I hope things get better for you.