My baby, peep was diagnosed with Gastric Neuroendocrine Carcinoma. I plan to put her down today. She does not seem to be in pain and is basking as I write this and I can't stop crying. I need someone who went through this. Finding out that their beardie had a malignant tumour. I've had her for 2 years and we did everything together. I will now have to come home to an empty tank and no one to cuddle with. I rally can't control myself right now. She means everything to me and I don't know what I'm going to do without her.. someone please just help me get through this, tell me your story I just need to know someone else out there loved their beardie as much as I did and lost them to cancer. Anyone who has lost a beardie knows that coming home to an empty tank is the WORST feeling there is. I lost one before her but this is worse. I did everything I could spent as much money as I could to help her..and in the end there's nothing I can do. I'm 18 and I don't care if this sounds stupid I loved her as a family member and so did evryome else. She was the sweetest little thing and anyone who met her fell in love with her. She loved to look outside and watch the trees and things fly by. I hope that's where she'll be when she passes running around outside eating plenty of superworms. She had a good life I know that but she's just so young... and what she had to go through was awful for both of us. I will never forget her, and I will have her ashes placed next to my other beardie who passed so they can play together wherever they are.