I am sure this isn't what you want to hear, but perhaps you need to seriously consider selling some of your pets. You are saying you can't afford to feed what you have, but you have 4 more on order? You aren't willing to breed roaches and crickets are too difficult. I guess it's just the parent in me coming out, but if you can't pick up some chores around the house and get your parents to provide your feeders in exchange, then you need to get rid of what you can't feed.