Her eye is looking worse. It looks almost identical, just more so. Very irritated I'd say. I tried to take a picture, but my hands are shaking so bad I can't hold onto my phone, even with both hands, much less click on the camera app and get a clear picture. I'll have to wait until the tremors stop.
No colored lights. I wouldn't be able to put anything on her eye like a teabag, unless I was holding her in my hand and forcing her still. She hates to be touched. She came like that, terrified of people. Especially hands! It took two months just to be able to go near her without her launching herself through the air and trying to rip a piece out of my hand. She was and still is, scared of everything and hating everything.
I have no saline, so no, I haven't been able to use any. I looked up how to make my own, but that requires salt without iodine, and I don't have that either. Plus I have nothing to squirt the water out of anyways. But I have been using bottled water on a clean qtip and getting as much water as I can into her eye that way. Then dabbing a very small amount of watered down honey on the eye, making sure of course to not touch the eye itself. I've been doing that twice a day.
I pray I don't need to take her to a vet. When I got her, it was before this blasted covid thing happened. I know when you get a pet, you should have money saved up for emergencies, and I did. It would have been plenty for a vet and then some. But the hoarders have wiped out the pet stores of food. So I went online to get food, but everyone is backlogged. I can't find anyone online that isn't out of food or behind on orders. It'll be a while before I get her food from online, and I've been having to buy from others.
I go to the petstore every day, but if they still have crickets, then there is a line for them. Literally yesterday the lady in front of me took every last one they had. She asked how many they had, and said that's how many she wanted. It keeps happening. That was the closest I've been to getting crickets in a while. But some of the people buying them up are reselling them.
I buy 200 crickets at what I used to pay for 2,000. It's completely drained my bank account, I haven't even a dollar to my name because of the hoarders and gougers. I have enough food for a couple more days. I'm listing things of mine for sale in hopes of making enough to keep feeding her, but I'm already at my wits end, I don't know what I could do if she needed to go to a vet right now. I really don't.