DONT LAY WITH YOUR DRAGON

I have always let my dragon fall asleep on my chest in a towel and then moved him to his tank. Tonight I was sooo exhausted from a long day that I accidently fell asleep and murdered my best friend who was the happiest healthiest best friend I have ever had. After I woke up about an hour ago and desperately tried to resuscitate him and pleading with God to bring him back and balling like a baby on the bathroom floor my eight year old waking up and crying with me and counselling me and praying with me. I cant sleep so I have decided to try and prevent anyone else from feeling the pain I am so badly suffering from. I murdered him.... I crushed and suffocated him.... I loved him second only to my only son. He saved me from a major depression I was going through and repaid him by taking the very breath of life out of him. MOST LIKELY YOU WILL NEVER HURT YOUR DRAGON BY ACCIDENTALLY FALLING ASLEEP, BUT IT IS REALLY REALLY REALLY NOT WORTH THE RISK. OR THE PAIN. REST IN PEACE LYRIC Jan 25, 2013-April 25th, 2013 I am so sorry handsome little man. I never deserved you and you certainly did not deserve the horrible careless tragic early end to your precise life. good bye forever beardeddragon.ORG thank you so much for helping to raise my beloved friend for the short period of time I was blessed to have him.

 

[NatashaDawn]

Thank you all so much for your empathy and understanding. I truly appreciate it all so much more than you likely realize.