i know that feeling well. i have enough income to support my current pets/friends, and that's about it. i see unwanted pets on craigslist all the time, even free ones, but i can't afford them. i just have that feeling, 'i would make a great foster parent for him', but can't fit another tank and feed him. frustrating. kind of mind boggling that someone would, not want a beardie for one. and change their mind on an adoption fee two. and try their hardest to profit on something they don't even want. i feel your frustrations and am bummed for you too. let us know if something ends up panning out.