I know exactly how you are feeling right now …. we lost our lovely big boy Puff post surgery to fix an aneurism at about the same of the year 3 years ago .
I am so so sorry for your loss, she was a sweet little girl!!! This is a very hard thing to go through but, it gets little easier over time. You did all you could do to help her so, don't blame yourself, it was out of your control.
My heart goes out to you, I'm so sorry for your loss. Cynder was a Gorgeous and adorable Beardie and you took great Care of her. Hopefully she is happier now. ?
You Did great trying to help treat her, But Sadly enough they don't always Recover from such a massive Surgery or illness. But at least she Died in a Loving and caring Family.