Pumpkingirl
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Hey guys. I just joined to post my experience today and see if anyone else has gone through something similar. Long story short my 6 month beardie passed away unexpectedly im so upset and heartbroken. He filled a place in my heart I didn’t know I needed…this day is a whirlwind and all happened so fast.. here’s what happened—-
Monday morning he had a little “cough” for a couple hours., I had my vet tech friend inspect him.. no mucous bubbles in throat.. no “clicking” sound in his breathing.. said ok cool. He ate some mealworms after and seemed back to normal. I thought maybe he was trying to dislodge the greens he had.. Yesterday coughing again accompanied with no interest in food, when my lil baby ate EVERYTHING and anything. He was adventurous. So I called for a vet appointment.. luckily got in this morning.
The vet said the same thing my friend did— no signs of respiratory infection but agreed his breathing seemed odd. Deemed it as dehydration and injected him with vitamins.. I got some superfoods to feed him with syringe..
I get home to do that and felt like I was torturing him ;( it was the worst. He looked more and more lifeless. He tricked me a few times making me think he passed.. but then would “come to” urgently and acted super strange. Sporadic movement and motor skills were off suddenly.
I call the vet and they tell me he just feels like poop and to keep him warm. I put him back in his tank and he just seemed lifeless. Needless to say he died. I watched it happen and felt so hopeless. Just closed his eyes and opened his mouth to let all the air out. Almost like he “deflated”. I’m so heartbroken. What the heck happened?! I took such care of him, ate the best foods, coated his crix in calcium powder, gave baths, had the right bulbs and temps. What did I do?! I feel horrible. I think he had to have been sick when I adopted him (3 weeks ago).
Any insight is helpful please.. and keep in mind I am mourning. Just looking for support here, thank you kind folks xo
Monday morning he had a little “cough” for a couple hours., I had my vet tech friend inspect him.. no mucous bubbles in throat.. no “clicking” sound in his breathing.. said ok cool. He ate some mealworms after and seemed back to normal. I thought maybe he was trying to dislodge the greens he had.. Yesterday coughing again accompanied with no interest in food, when my lil baby ate EVERYTHING and anything. He was adventurous. So I called for a vet appointment.. luckily got in this morning.
The vet said the same thing my friend did— no signs of respiratory infection but agreed his breathing seemed odd. Deemed it as dehydration and injected him with vitamins.. I got some superfoods to feed him with syringe..
I get home to do that and felt like I was torturing him ;( it was the worst. He looked more and more lifeless. He tricked me a few times making me think he passed.. but then would “come to” urgently and acted super strange. Sporadic movement and motor skills were off suddenly.
I call the vet and they tell me he just feels like poop and to keep him warm. I put him back in his tank and he just seemed lifeless. Needless to say he died. I watched it happen and felt so hopeless. Just closed his eyes and opened his mouth to let all the air out. Almost like he “deflated”. I’m so heartbroken. What the heck happened?! I took such care of him, ate the best foods, coated his crix in calcium powder, gave baths, had the right bulbs and temps. What did I do?! I feel horrible. I think he had to have been sick when I adopted him (3 weeks ago).
Any insight is helpful please.. and keep in mind I am mourning. Just looking for support here, thank you kind folks xo