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Livey, I read your post about Billy was dead before I found this. I understand how you feel. On Labor day, 2 years ago it was September 1st. Redrock was on my shoulder while I was hanging clothes. I went to put her down and she clung to me like velcro, a couple of minutes later she tried to turn around on the back of my left shoulder and slipped somehow, I'm not really sure what happened but she was never the same again and she died 10 days later. Somehow she must have hit her head and she was basically dead then it took 10 days for her body to shut down. For a long time I felt like I'd killed her because I didn't make her sit on the ground near where I was working. I don't know why Billy fell but I know you will have a hard time dealing with it.
I do believe that Billy was lucky, he had both you and Holly to love him and take care of him. Don't blame yourself, none of this was your fault. It's possible that he injured something inside and the vets couldn't find it.
Again, I'm sorry this happened.
Im sorry you lost redrock,
Its hard to think that everyone feels like i do know, And my biggest sympathy go out to everyone who has lost a dragon :/
yesterday i felt like i never wanted to own dragons again, but you just become a hollow shell, and its dreadful to think that way..
Can i just say..
I really appreciate this forum and everything it has done for me...
often it can be a bit hectic, but in these sad times, it shows how caring the world is....
he only died yesterday and already i feel at ease , just knowing that everyone is there for me...
y family has been a massive help and my partner Richard who have all comforted me..
Thank you to Holly, who brought billy in to my life, I sent her his progress , videos and pictures as often as i could
And everyone here, that has taken the time to help me over the past year and who have helped me now..
I love you all
I can't say it enough..
Thank- you
x
Olivia x
At least he knew how much he meant to you.
