DonnaRaine
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I have severe anxiety and OCD, its presenting as germaphobia now which it never has. I've had my dragon for a year now, raised him from a hatchling, but since he's hit puberty he's been running through his feces and just during the tank and I believe that helped trigger the germophobia. I've been told countless times I can't get sick unless I don't wash my hands and then eat, but I have an IQ of 125 and my brain keeps telling me that there's something I touched before I washed my hands or that it's on the ground and I'm transferring it with my feet. It as in germs, salmonella parasites etcetera. He's had parasites his entire life, we go to the vet regularly we believe it's due to a low immune system from Bad breeding or bad husbandry from the pet store I got him from. I just need some reassurance that none of you have ever gotten sick from your reptile, I know it's like a 1% chance but my brain tells me that I'm going to be that 1%, the more people I can get to tell me exactly the opposite of what I fear the easier it's going to be to work through it. He's my baby, I don't want to neglect handling him because I'm afraid. I used to carry him around on my damn head, I spent hours letting him run around his very own room, but for whatever reason I can't get the thoughts out of my head now. Please don't be cruel, I'm not sure my mind could handle it. I just need some simple reassurances to help me move past it