Hello everyone. I recently joined this site because I got a new baby beardie and was so looking forward to connecting with others who have the same love for these little guys that I've recently found for myself.
I can't believe my first posting is going to be one so terrible, but I'm so conflicted right now that I thought turning to experienced care givers would be the way to go.
I woke up from a very long, unplanned nap to find that my baby beardie had been killed by one if my cats.
I can't believe how attached I had become to her so quickly. I am just devastated. I really believe there was a connection between her and I from the moment I saw her in the pet store. I purchased her brought her home and then realized.... This isn't the beardie I picked out!!! Yes, I could tell. I drove all the way back to a different town. And although I felt silly saying that I wanted to trade for MY beardie, I did it anyway. And I held all 5 of those other babies and then walked around the store and then came back until, yes! I recognized her again! Not only how she looked but her sweet little personality. I brought her home and have been loving her ever since. We did baths, ate yummy crickets. She would crawl down my leg to explore, get startled, then come running back to my hand. She fell asleep on my chest the the first night home... She crawled up my arm onto my shoulder and found a nice little place to nap cuddled under my shirt. I couldnt believe how quickly we bonded and how much I just loved her. I am so angry and upset right now, I just can't even believe it. I feel awful and terrible, like I let her down! She trusted me and I let this happen to her.
I'm sorry for the sob story, I just don't have anyone to share with that I think would understand. I'll probably hear, we'll just get another one! I don't even feel like I deserve another one! And she can't be replaced anyway.....
Ugh.
Jen
I can't believe my first posting is going to be one so terrible, but I'm so conflicted right now that I thought turning to experienced care givers would be the way to go.
I woke up from a very long, unplanned nap to find that my baby beardie had been killed by one if my cats.
I can't believe how attached I had become to her so quickly. I am just devastated. I really believe there was a connection between her and I from the moment I saw her in the pet store. I purchased her brought her home and then realized.... This isn't the beardie I picked out!!! Yes, I could tell. I drove all the way back to a different town. And although I felt silly saying that I wanted to trade for MY beardie, I did it anyway. And I held all 5 of those other babies and then walked around the store and then came back until, yes! I recognized her again! Not only how she looked but her sweet little personality. I brought her home and have been loving her ever since. We did baths, ate yummy crickets. She would crawl down my leg to explore, get startled, then come running back to my hand. She fell asleep on my chest the the first night home... She crawled up my arm onto my shoulder and found a nice little place to nap cuddled under my shirt. I couldnt believe how quickly we bonded and how much I just loved her. I am so angry and upset right now, I just can't even believe it. I feel awful and terrible, like I let her down! She trusted me and I let this happen to her.
I'm sorry for the sob story, I just don't have anyone to share with that I think would understand. I'll probably hear, we'll just get another one! I don't even feel like I deserve another one! And she can't be replaced anyway.....
Ugh.
Jen