Hi Michelle, you know we all care for you and understand what you're going through; it's just the hardest thing, so I'm glad you have Titan to cuddle, it's very therapeutic and helps you relax a bit. When I'm stressed it's Sweetie, our first baby, that I cuddle with, it's as if she understands I'm sad and cuddles even closer to my neck.
((((((HUGS))))))
Deb