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Beardie ER
Death of my heart
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[QUOTE="RachelG, post: 2032506, member: 89494"] Your post has brought me the most comfort I've had since losing Lenny. Thank you for sharing your losses with me. I am so sorry that you've known such grief, but your words struck every cord that my aching heart has. Knowing that you've been through the same and more gives weight to your words, and they don't seem hollow at all. Thank you for letting me know I'm not alone. I am working on the blame, but it's just so hard knowing that I personally was responsible for Lenny and every aspect of his life. I thought he'd live to the maximum lifespan of a beardie, or if he got sick or started slowing down as he aged I'd at least see it coming. The abruptness of his passing was something I wasn't prepared for. You're also right about how I have to get it together for my kids. I let their whole world crumble with mine. My house was in uncharacteristic disarray, I hadn't cooked them a meal in days, I was an openly weepy mess, and I had totally withdrawn from them. I've returned myself to my family, but I am still having to swallow my sorrow quite a bit. I know it'll get better. That's certainly something I couldn't say yesterday. I can't thank you enough for reaching back when I reached out. You'll never know what an impact you had on me, how much I needed every word of comfort and sense from someone who shared this horrible experience. You brought some solace and perspective to every aspect of my crisis state. Thank you so much for loosening the vice-grip on my heart. ❤️ [/QUOTE]
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