AxiomForever
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I have been reeling in my head over what happened yesterday.
I came home to find my husband in hysterics. When I was gone and he was napping in the bedroom, the lock to my bearded dragon Axiom's enclosure was unlocked and he had fallen out during that time. Sadly, our Shiba Inu got a hold of him breaking his back and leaving several puncture wounds. His beard was completely black and his mouth was open.
Immediately we rushed him to the emergency exotic animal hospital. The doctor told us that he definitely broke his back leaving his hind legs paralyzed. He was also in an extreme amount of pain which was evident. She suggested we put him to sleep as his quality of life would be very low if we were to keep him alive.
As he lay there sedated, when we touched the base of his tail his back legs would twitch. When we told the Doctor she said something about the nerves and how it looks like something it isn't.
We ended up putting him to sleep to end his suffering but now as this long day draws on I keep thinking in my head the 'what if'. What if we kept him alive and somehow he recovered. What if those legs moving were a sign that he may move again.
I just keep wondering if we did the right thing..
I am writing this in hopes of suggestions for closure. If anyone has had to do this or any suggestions for coping.
Axiom meant the entire world to me. He was everything and I feel like I failed him. I miss my boy.
I came home to find my husband in hysterics. When I was gone and he was napping in the bedroom, the lock to my bearded dragon Axiom's enclosure was unlocked and he had fallen out during that time. Sadly, our Shiba Inu got a hold of him breaking his back and leaving several puncture wounds. His beard was completely black and his mouth was open.
Immediately we rushed him to the emergency exotic animal hospital. The doctor told us that he definitely broke his back leaving his hind legs paralyzed. He was also in an extreme amount of pain which was evident. She suggested we put him to sleep as his quality of life would be very low if we were to keep him alive.
As he lay there sedated, when we touched the base of his tail his back legs would twitch. When we told the Doctor she said something about the nerves and how it looks like something it isn't.
We ended up putting him to sleep to end his suffering but now as this long day draws on I keep thinking in my head the 'what if'. What if we kept him alive and somehow he recovered. What if those legs moving were a sign that he may move again.
I just keep wondering if we did the right thing..
I am writing this in hopes of suggestions for closure. If anyone has had to do this or any suggestions for coping.
Axiom meant the entire world to me. He was everything and I feel like I failed him. I miss my boy.