michajloos
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Hi .I just register on forum to get some advise and critic.
Nearly 2.5 years ago i decide with my girlfriend to get a bearded dragon.I wasn't so sure at the begining but soon find out He became my best friend.He was about 6 months when we decide to take him from shop.
After few months i had many trouble and it may sound stupid or wierd my dragon seems to be the only thing who listen to me and was trying to comunicate with me however he could.When i handle him and there was something he don't like head bobing strite away so i always apologize him by softly rubbing his head and jew so then he softly closibg his eyes for a sec and start behive normal.When he had any problems or want to open a terrarium glass he scratch the glass untill i opened it.He even learn to coming back to his viv ,climbing over the big speaker and jumping in viv.He always find out how to get there when wanted to.He also falling asleep next to me ,so i was saying to him that he is my best friend and i never leave him it maybe just me but he seems to understand me and respond to however he can.
After a nearly a year a decide to get him a female,at the begining they was a bit fighting cos she was little bit bigger than him (he was very small for his age) but on the end they get on together very well they were looking like real couple spending over 1.5 year together.I find out there is something special in this dragon which i could see in any other dragon behivior.I was searching a lot on YT,forums and looking in shops and couldn't find anything like him.I know he trust me in everything i was doing.You may think im wierd but that was relatinship i had with him.
And now is the worst part of a story and my immature behavior.
Last sunday we expect some company i took both dragons out and God know what reason i found some clove oil i let them smell this thing it probably get something on his mouth as well.There was nothing unusual i put him back to viv.After company arrived i had few drinks and saw there something wrong with him he start being limp and his beard went all black .Now i know should take him strite to the vet but never thought it could end up that bad,but there is no explanation for the thing i done.
My girlfriend react first she put him in water in hope that thing what cause his bad feeling get off him.We called Vet that what they advise cos it was sunday night and didn't know many around my area.Now i know he probably was in agony for about 16hours.We thought he will make it to the morning and at 8am monday we could take him to the vet.I spend with him whole night make sure his in water and its warm.He was looking like he cant take breath proply.But at 6 am he stop moving completly.I can't forget how he open his eyes on the end and look at me for sec and close his eyes forver((((.Im so stupid and i never forgive myself for being selfish ,horrible person to my best friend dragon.I don't know what to do now it's been 4th day and keep him in box next to me.I cried like a little baby for last days .He was such a good friend i can't imagine i lost him only because of me.
My girlfriend get a friend dragon to female thats left but i don't feel i can take no more ,i think its unfair for him.I dont know im lost in space now.I get good lesson but that shouldn't be in cost of innocent pet,who never done anything to anyone.
I don't know what i should do now, he deserved to live him alone and bury him.But he had just me.probably being selfish now to him next to all the time in that box.I've got work now and leaving home for 2 weeks .I just keep thinking what i've done to him and i never see him alive.:-(((((((((((((
Nearly 2.5 years ago i decide with my girlfriend to get a bearded dragon.I wasn't so sure at the begining but soon find out He became my best friend.He was about 6 months when we decide to take him from shop.
After few months i had many trouble and it may sound stupid or wierd my dragon seems to be the only thing who listen to me and was trying to comunicate with me however he could.When i handle him and there was something he don't like head bobing strite away so i always apologize him by softly rubbing his head and jew so then he softly closibg his eyes for a sec and start behive normal.When he had any problems or want to open a terrarium glass he scratch the glass untill i opened it.He even learn to coming back to his viv ,climbing over the big speaker and jumping in viv.He always find out how to get there when wanted to.He also falling asleep next to me ,so i was saying to him that he is my best friend and i never leave him it maybe just me but he seems to understand me and respond to however he can.
After a nearly a year a decide to get him a female,at the begining they was a bit fighting cos she was little bit bigger than him (he was very small for his age) but on the end they get on together very well they were looking like real couple spending over 1.5 year together.I find out there is something special in this dragon which i could see in any other dragon behivior.I was searching a lot on YT,forums and looking in shops and couldn't find anything like him.I know he trust me in everything i was doing.You may think im wierd but that was relatinship i had with him.
And now is the worst part of a story and my immature behavior.
Last sunday we expect some company i took both dragons out and God know what reason i found some clove oil i let them smell this thing it probably get something on his mouth as well.There was nothing unusual i put him back to viv.After company arrived i had few drinks and saw there something wrong with him he start being limp and his beard went all black .Now i know should take him strite to the vet but never thought it could end up that bad,but there is no explanation for the thing i done.
My girlfriend react first she put him in water in hope that thing what cause his bad feeling get off him.We called Vet that what they advise cos it was sunday night and didn't know many around my area.Now i know he probably was in agony for about 16hours.We thought he will make it to the morning and at 8am monday we could take him to the vet.I spend with him whole night make sure his in water and its warm.He was looking like he cant take breath proply.But at 6 am he stop moving completly.I can't forget how he open his eyes on the end and look at me for sec and close his eyes forver((((.Im so stupid and i never forgive myself for being selfish ,horrible person to my best friend dragon.I don't know what to do now it's been 4th day and keep him in box next to me.I cried like a little baby for last days .He was such a good friend i can't imagine i lost him only because of me.
My girlfriend get a friend dragon to female thats left but i don't feel i can take no more ,i think its unfair for him.I dont know im lost in space now.I get good lesson but that shouldn't be in cost of innocent pet,who never done anything to anyone.
I don't know what i should do now, he deserved to live him alone and bury him.But he had just me.probably being selfish now to him next to all the time in that box.I've got work now and leaving home for 2 weeks .I just keep thinking what i've done to him and i never see him alive.:-(((((((((((((