I was the same exact way. Now I hate dealing with crickets. I love dubia roaches! Crickets stink- roaches do not. Crickets bite- roaches do not. Crickets can jump- roaches do not. Crickets are hard to catch- roaches are not. Crickets die off at alarming rates- waste of money. Roaches? 2 months and nary a dead one. Not one. Crickets are lower in protein- roaches higher in protein AND calcium. Crickets are cheaper- but I did mention they die off fast right? Throwing away money. Dubias life cycles are longer and they grow slower- so even buying baby dubia roaches after weeks of having them they are still edible size for my little gal. And I have to mention this one more time because it bears repeating- I did crickets for 2 months. Nasty stanky hard to clean and you have to clean frequently. Sometimes they can be loud too. They smell like rotting death.
Now Dubia roaches? They can't climb well at all. When young they look like rollie pollies. I have cleaned their tank once in the past 6 weeks? It stays dry, they just don't smell and I don't pick out dead bodies all the time. Feeding them is easier for me too. They a roach chow and whatever raw veggies I have in the fridge that I know my beardie can eat- raw carrots, pear/apple cores (oh goodness they will pick those clean!), all sorts of greens and salad greens...they are very healthy.
I can now not only handle them, but each of my 4 kids (ages 3-10) love to hold the big ones.
We keep them in the house in a 30 gallon fish tank and the kids like to walk buy and check them out from time to time. And hold them. They lovvvvve holding what we call the 'molties' which are the freshly molted dubias and they are snow white. And my beardie LOVES eating molties.
Just try a few- you will see they aren't creepy at all. Dubias though. The turkish ones are different- they do climb!