RIP Miss Buddy <3

I used to use this site ALL the time but I kinda just stopped. I thought I had everything figured out, had all of Buddy's routines and behavior habits down to a tee. But last Friday I noticed she had a very black beard. I thought she was crabby. I noticed her pooping a lot like she was gravid. I thought it was an odd time of the year but I have moved a lot so I didn't think much of it. Saturday she was still all black bearded. I knew something was wrong. She never keeps a black beard that long and that dark. She was sleeping a lot too. Which didn't support my gravid theory. I gave her a bath thinking she may be a little dehydrated. She was very limp and lifeless in the bath. I planned on taking her to the vet on Monday. When I came home Sunday from work she was already gone. I don't know what happened. It wad very sudden.
I have all these theories but nothing concrete. I'm a wreck. She was my baby. I know you guys all understand how hard this is. I feel responsible. She depended on me for everything and somewhere I went wrong.
She was taken from me way too soon. She wasn't even 4 years old yet. She was the best dragon. She cuddled with me and had the best personality.
I haven't accepted this yet. It still hurts a lot. It ruined the holidays for me.
I know no matter how long I had her it would hurt to lose her but this was so sudden and so soon.

Miss Buddy
June 2011 to December 22nd 2014