Oh no! Don't worry, we would never condemn someone for their mistakes. Everyone has them. I really hope you do feel better and you have my condolences for your loss
I am so sorry to hear that. You really tried hard and gave the little guy your best. Every so often there are just those that fail to thrive and it really is heartbreaking but in this situation it wasn't your fault. You would be a great Beardie owner I know this because of all you tried to do to help this little one. I honestly think after you've had time to cope with your loss obtaining your next Beardie through a good breeder is the best way to go. Once again I'm sorry for your loss. Thoughts going out to you during this difficult time