NO !!!
my heart dropped when i read the title. i HOPED it was that he ran and hide. the poor guy was one of the most adorable, and loving characters i had seen. he was such a hunk of a beardie, and he worked that beardie bar stool for all it was worth! he was one hell of a beardie, and will be missed a whole lot, i cant imagine him not being there for you. i
will forever remember super Jasper, in all his perfectness, nubb and all..
im so sorry to hear the news, i can only hope that one day, you will find another little guy that has the heart and soul of Jasper within him, there will never be a replacement for him, but its good to have a reminder, that he's still with you.
i know he's waiting behind the pearly gates for mommy to give him big cuddles and a gut full of worms. i know he loved you, and awfully thankful for everything you did for him.
EDIT: ...AND, you will ALWAYS, ALWAYS be Jasper's Mom.