institutionalization & my bearded dragon

[SkittlesK]

Hey guys,
So I have a problem with the medication I'm on & I can't take it anymore.
I have medical problems from the medications they put me on.
I need to see a lawyer/doctor for the gynecomastia the antipsychotic medications cause.

My air-conditioning unit is old and it stays on in the apartment.
You have to manually turn it on and off
How would someone watch my bearded dragon when they have to work.?

If I end up institutionalized against my free will, what can I do about my bearded dragon.?
There are not many people in my family who can spend time at my house for very long and I don't wanna get institutionalized.


I don't know why the system had forced me to take medication for so long.
There's no shame at this point. I can tell people online that I need help with my bearded dragon because of the damage medications have caused me.
I need to see a doctor for the damage the medications have caused.

How would you guys go about having the dragon watched.?

Sometimes institutionalization is 90 days for suicidal ideations and they kind of lie to get people locked up longer.
I've tried to tell the hospital I had something/someone on the outside and they had kept me locked up.

I'm also seeking surgery for the Gynecomastia. Possibly 'cool sculpting' for my chest if anyone has any ideas.
Thanks for supporting me. If you guys can answer my question.

 

[JohnLillywhite23]

Hey guys,
So I have a problem with the medication I'm on & I can't take it anymore.
I have medical problems from the medications they put me on.
I need to see a lawyer/doctor for the gynecomastia the antipsychotic medications cause.

My air-conditioning unit is old and it stays on in the apartment.
You have to manually turn it on and off
How would someone watch my bearded dragon when they have to work.?

If I end up institutionalized against my free will, what can I do about my bearded dragon.?
There are not many people in my family who can spend time at my house for very long and I don't wanna get institutionalized.


I don't know why the system had forced me to take medication for so long.
There's no shame at this point. I can tell people online that I need help with my bearded dragon because of the damage medications have caused me.
I need to see a doctor for the damage the medications have caused.

How would you guys go about having the dragon watched.?

Sometimes institutionalization is 90 days for suicidal ideations and they kind of lie to get people locked up longer.
I've tried to tell the hospital I had something/someone on the outside and they had kept me locked up.

I'm also seeking surgery for the Gynecomastia. Possibly 'cool sculpting' for my chest if anyone has any ideas.
Thanks for supporting me. If you guys can answer my question.

First off, I hope you're doing alright. Get the help you need. We're here to support you.

When it comes to housing, call your local reptile shops and see if they do boarding. All the shops around me do boarding for $5 a day.

 

[SkittlesK]

Thanks.
I know a couple of people who might help with/ boarding if I need it.

I was forced medication by my parents for 15 years.
I'm 31 now.
My mom & dad just needed to adjust me for some reason and I don't know why...There was nothing wrong with me; and they had lied and so did the Doctors.
It was at that time of my life (17Y.O.) They had started me on a medication regimen in the hospital.
Counselors/Psychiatrists said I had to take it for the rest of my life.

I have to get reconstructive surgery on my nipple...
Antipsychotics cause gynecomastia; Almost irreversible.

Thanks, I'll ask around.

 

[SkittlesK]

They had said I was crazy when I went to work at my mom's hospital for filing records.
Didn't sit right with me. I didn't wanna work at my mom's work for my first job.
She even talked to my friend I invited to work W/ me and he just had to say 'Yeah Taylor was yelling and throwing a fit one day'
Just my normal buddy back in the day.

It was very strange the way he had confronted me.
He had told me very briefly and I had felt bad for bringing him along in another shenanigans. (working for my mom's boss).
I'm sure he didn't wanna work there and wanted the top-tier job because he was later drafted into the military as a recruiter.


Eventually, they called my uncle (He's on SSRIs, not doing so well. Doesn't visit family because he's so sick) and they blocked me in so I couldn't run away.
They called the paramedics and I was booked in the Sacred Heart psych ward Hospital.
I was only 17
hooked on the drug 'Zyprexa' up until now.

EDIT:
MOD
You can move this off-topic if you have to.
thanks.

 

[AHBD]

I hope everything works out in your best interest. I'm glad you have someone to possibly watch your dragons if need be. I know they mean a lot to you. Always remember you deserve a good life and keep striving for it the best you can.

 

[SkittlesK]

I'll need some type of boarding if they keep institutionalizing me against my free will.
I guess I can always pull my non-lethal on these criminals. That's all I have at this point.
(It's not a weapon, it's kind of like a paintball gun.)
But with that, it raises the concern I could get shot.

I'm glad I bought it. It teaches me self-defense and that it's okay to say no to people that hurt me.
And that it's okay to stick up for myself when somebody is hurting me.

It's okay to say no to forced medication because at this point, I can die and I wouldn't be too concerned about it. My life is ruined anyway.
I wanted to move to Montana where it could be safer, but my mom begged/insisted I stay in Washington.

Welcome to the dark side. (Evil Star Wars music ensues).

 

[SkittlesK]

They gave him accufine as a child because he had acne all over his face...
One day, he comes to me and he's completely clean.
No more acne.
I thought to myself I didn't wanna be mean, but this guy wants to join the military. And he deserves it. He's a good kid that has Acne all over his face and he'll never amount to anything.

To see them help him with acne and then to destroy me, And not help me.
It's quite dark... and twisted.

But they will give you guys medication for what you need it for
Unless you're me or like me and they don't wanna help you and they're careless because you didn't join the military like me.
And they don't care about you like they care about their veterans.

I could be married like him but it's pretty messed up...
My older brother is on all these drugs and they never helped him either...

It was extraordinary to see him completely clean from the Acne
I know what drugs they give these kids. They gave him Accufine or something cause he needed it.
He had terrible acne.
Now he's got a couple of kids.

You know and he knows what they gave to him.
They cured him.
They cured him.

If you have Acne, you know you need Accufine, you know?
And they destroyed me. One tit is bigger on me...
Go get your Accufine. Join the military because they won't help citizens.


It's very sad to see
Just remember what I said, welcome to the dark side.

 

[SkittlesK]

It's very sad to see parents abuse a child like me.
And they help their veterans...

They gave him Accufine and he got better in a few days to a week.
They gave me antipsychotic medicines when I was 17 and I got worse in just a couple weeks.

I continued to get worse and now I have one tit is bigger than the other.
Welcome to the dark side. Because they won't help you guys unless you join the military or something.
you know, go to college, even though I couldn't go because they started forcing me to a medication.

Serve your country and go to college or they will have problems with you guys and cause problems.

 

[Claudiusx]

Skittles,

I went ahead and moved your thread over to off-topic now as it's diverted a bit from your original question. That's fine, and if you want to keep posting on this thread that's perfectly fine too, but this is the better section for it now

-Brandon

 

[xp29]

Local reptile shops that pet set probably is your best bet. You mentioned your in Washington. If your around Seattle or north of it Hewitt reptiles in Everett pet sets and the owner is a sweetie and takes good care of the animals from what I've seen

 

[SkittlesK]

Thank you.
I'm gonna talk to SHA and see if I can get moved out to Montana or even Somewhere safer.

That's probably my best bet to move somewhere safe.
Thanks.

It's probably better than getting institutionalized and watching my animals pass away and then getting mad enough to harm someone.
Thanks.


So basically, a lot of men just stop taking their medication.
It's gonna be a thing where it's for girls.

It says online that a lot of men that develop boobs from antipsychotic use just stop taking their medications. Hopefully, they leave me alone and stop hurting me.

It also says that these men are tried and institutionalized continuously.

Thanks, guys for letting me post this.
It's wrong to hurt kids like that.

My dads an amputee and isn't a very good father.
My mom is disrespectful and yells at me to take medications.

 

[BPSabelhaus]

Medication resistance sucks so bad. I just got my genetic testing done through Genesight to determine medications that best interact with my "genetics" that is really more about our neurology/ anatomy fitment issues due to other genetic mutations. We're still looking at things backwards, but getting there lol It has taken forever but just waiting on my Dr at this point for the results.

I am soooooo tired of the wrong meds and nobody understands what "IT DOESN'T WORK" means. It doesn't mean try a different dose, it means it doesn't work lol

 

[SkittlesK]

ABILIFY MYCITE is a prescription smart pill with built-in technology the size of a grain of sand. The sensor is made entirely of ingredients found in most diets. It passes through your body naturally.
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A pill that tracks whether you've taken your medicines or not.
The sites say it helps with medication compliance.

Anyway I think I'm going to move to Denver, Colorado, or Houston, Texas.

 

[BPSabelhaus]

Denver without hesitation lol Especially with anything deviating from the "norm" in TX. Not a safe state for people like us

But Denver you have to deal with Bronco people.

 

[SkittlesK]

Thanks.
I know TX is a big reptile state.

I'm not sure about Colorado.