I have had a bearded dragon since I was little. At the time I was extremely excited about the idea of having my own pet and did research on care, what to buy, etc. But sadly I never really was able to be a proper caretaker. I am older now and feel like I have messed up. I often forget to or shirk responsibilities related to care, and though I still feed/water my dragon she does not seem to like me. I got her from pet smart (an unwise choice I regret deeply) I originally chose her because she seemed to be the most lively. In reality shes very stressed and unfriendly, The tactics often listed in articles dont seem to help at all. She doesnt like being pet or held, she doesnt seem to like baths either. When I have her out of her terrarium she runs away from me and overall seems unhappy. I dont know what to do to fix this. I feel like a bad owner, but I feel just as bad when thinking about giving her up to a rescue. What should I do to try and mend what I have done?