From the moment I saw your photo, I fell in love with you. I knew that I had to make you mine, no matter what. You were just as sweet in person as you appeared in your photo, if not more. The more I got to know you, the more I fell in love with you . . . and everyone felt the same. You filled our home with so much love and happiness, and put things in order when they got out of hand.
Our first hello (28-May-2010)
First post-bath burrito
She was such a pretty girl (31-May-2010)
(11-Jun-2010)
Cutest roar ever! (03-Jul-2010)
Morning wake-up snuggles with Pookie (09-Jul-2010)
Snuggling with Pookie (02-Sep-2010)
Quality time with MoMo (02-Jan-2011)
Roundest belly ever! (30-Mar-2011)
Her first two eggs! . . . and an April Fool's joke gone wrong (01-Apr-2011)
BFFs (22-Mar-2012)
Belated Valentine's Day dinner with her love (24-Feb-2013)
Snuggling with her daughter (16-Mar-2013)
All three girls snuggling (01-Jan-2014)
Posing for the camera (19-Sep-2014)
(27-Sep-2015)
True love never dies (26-Oct-2015)
Who will be Pookie's one and only? Who will he love? Could his broken heart ever be healed?
(I had put Pookie next to Digi this morning and told him that his love will never wake from her sleep because she was sick but I didn't know it, that it was all my fault that the love of his life is gone. He didn't truly understand what was happening at first, because she looked like she was only sleeping, just like yesterday, but when she didn't respond to his beard poof, he knew something was wrong. He just sat there and looked at her. I begged him to give her a kiss, but he didn't; he never moved, not even one little bit. I think I scared him by crying so much.)
Who will MoMo snuggle up to for comfort when she's not feeling well or scared? Who will she steal caves with for night night? Who will she turn to for advice? Who will be her BFF?
(I had plucked her out of her cave this morning to sit next to Digi, and told her what had happened. MoMo wasn't sure of what had happened at first, but then she looked at Digi over and over again and quickly realized that Digi was never going to wake up again and I could've sworn that I saw her eyes tear up.)
Who will teach Gianna how to act like a lady and to get along with everyone? Who will give her motherly love? Will she ever know just what a wonderful girl her mother was?
(I finally pulled Gianna out of her cave and told her that her Mama was gone, that she went to sleep but will never wake up again. I put her on the couch in front of Digi and told her that her Mama looked like she was sleeping, but she's not. I apologized for not knowing that Digi was sick, that I didn't properly care for her Mama. I asked Gianna to give her Mama a kiss, and she did, right on the top of her nose.)
Oh god, why didn't I take her to see the doctor sooner?! Why didn't I know that she was sick?! Why!!!
Digi, you will forever be my Babycakes. No one could ever be as sweet, nice, considerate, lovable, and caring as you. I love you so much, more than you'll ever know, and that will never change no matter how much time had passed. Please forgive me for not being as good of a mom to you as I should.
Our first hello (28-May-2010)
First post-bath burrito
She was such a pretty girl (31-May-2010)
(11-Jun-2010)
Cutest roar ever! (03-Jul-2010)
Morning wake-up snuggles with Pookie (09-Jul-2010)
Snuggling with Pookie (02-Sep-2010)
Quality time with MoMo (02-Jan-2011)
Roundest belly ever! (30-Mar-2011)
Her first two eggs! . . . and an April Fool's joke gone wrong (01-Apr-2011)
BFFs (22-Mar-2012)
Belated Valentine's Day dinner with her love (24-Feb-2013)
Snuggling with her daughter (16-Mar-2013)
All three girls snuggling (01-Jan-2014)
Posing for the camera (19-Sep-2014)
(27-Sep-2015)
True love never dies (26-Oct-2015)
Who will be Pookie's one and only? Who will he love? Could his broken heart ever be healed?
(I had put Pookie next to Digi this morning and told him that his love will never wake from her sleep because she was sick but I didn't know it, that it was all my fault that the love of his life is gone. He didn't truly understand what was happening at first, because she looked like she was only sleeping, just like yesterday, but when she didn't respond to his beard poof, he knew something was wrong. He just sat there and looked at her. I begged him to give her a kiss, but he didn't; he never moved, not even one little bit. I think I scared him by crying so much.)
Who will MoMo snuggle up to for comfort when she's not feeling well or scared? Who will she steal caves with for night night? Who will she turn to for advice? Who will be her BFF?
(I had plucked her out of her cave this morning to sit next to Digi, and told her what had happened. MoMo wasn't sure of what had happened at first, but then she looked at Digi over and over again and quickly realized that Digi was never going to wake up again and I could've sworn that I saw her eyes tear up.)
Who will teach Gianna how to act like a lady and to get along with everyone? Who will give her motherly love? Will she ever know just what a wonderful girl her mother was?
(I finally pulled Gianna out of her cave and told her that her Mama was gone, that she went to sleep but will never wake up again. I put her on the couch in front of Digi and told her that her Mama looked like she was sleeping, but she's not. I apologized for not knowing that Digi was sick, that I didn't properly care for her Mama. I asked Gianna to give her Mama a kiss, and she did, right on the top of her nose.)
Oh god, why didn't I take her to see the doctor sooner?! Why didn't I know that she was sick?! Why!!!
Digi, you will forever be my Babycakes. No one could ever be as sweet, nice, considerate, lovable, and caring as you. I love you so much, more than you'll ever know, and that will never change no matter how much time had passed. Please forgive me for not being as good of a mom to you as I should.
