So so unique, I realise how special they are. I've been thinking if I'll ever get another, I mean, I'd love to adopt a rescue but right now the pain is too much so I will keep Rocky's house in storage for now. I can't face moving it yet.
I still have a cut off part of his blanket that I keep putting back in there because it smells like him, he had a distinctive smell, never bad because him and his home was always clean but that blanket smell goes away fast so I keep putting it back in there.
I have a friend who got a baby beardie at Christmas time and she's been worried that it was losing weight so on Monday I put together a big care package for her filled with good veggies and worms and locusts, vitamins, critical care, reptoboost and bee pollen, everything he needs and I've heard today that he has perked right up and started a shed. That cheered me up a little, I like to pass on my knowledge and help where I can. So, if it's okay with you guys I'd like to stick around here and help others if I can?
I'm feeling a little better, still extremely sad and crying here and there but I feel like I am accepting and understanding that Rocky isn't here now but he is still very much with me, always.
Em