Thank you, it has been a rough day and yet happy too. I took dragon back to PetSmart just as his vet recommended, they let me choose another bearded dragon, I was a bit hesitant to try again, Dragon can not be replaced. My sisters encouraged me to get another, they thought it would be good, needless to say I am a mommy yet again. This little guy is much healthier looking and eats WAY more than Dragon ever did, about 20 mini dubia roaches since early afternoon, plus he let me hand feed him Dariy free soy yogurt mixed with Bok Chou with some carrots, strawberry (very little added)! In our short time I have him to be quite to curious jumper, he is darling and happy I got him (or her). I still am deeply sad about loosing my baby, but I have no doubt my new guy and I will bond fast. Thank you y t again for your guidance and compassion. After everything I am considering going back to school to become a vet tech (I have not ever thought about this line of work), I am currently work in healthcare and have been doing so since late 2007. Even during the bad times with animals it is worth it to be there with them, I would love to do what I can to care for them. I will give this more time to be sure and perhaps take some classes, I am awed by the innocence of the animals.